i can see the future
 

man, nothing surprises or interests me anymore as it used to, and i'm only 18. christmas and new year are coming, people are excited and full of spirit, gonna celebrate. i have nothing to celebrate as i realize it's just a regular day like any other day. and the next day is gonna be the same. my birthday is coming up. but what's the difference if not only a couple less things your government is gonna prohibit you to do. all it is is a reminder of how fast you're getting older and how much less you have to live, nothing's fun about that. and guess what, the day before your birthday and after are going to be the same too, and so are you. you're still gonna be a bad driver and unable to control yourself in public when drunk. nothing's gonna change overnight. life becomes boring because it is so predictable. we humans are too good at adapting. you'll say i need to do something new, get a hobby, experience life. that we need changes. but then you get accustomed to changes, and even they become boring and predictable. we can imagine anything, once we know enough our mind can take us anywhere we want. for us to experience something it goes through our minds first, but you can manipulate your mind and experience anything you want. a good example is ignoring pain. money is a good key to happiness, or to those good changes, but repetition kills it. we get what we want and we become bored with it. like a food that you really liked and started eating it all the time, very soon you don't wanna look at it anymore. the more opportunities you'll have to do something new and exciting, in most cases - the more money you have, the quicker you'll get bored with life. my every day is almost the same, up to the minute. because you have to work and you have to study. take a vacation you say, but right there you already ended it. you know you'll only go for a certain time, you know 90% of exactly what you gonna do, and you know it's gonna end and you gonna come back to exactly what you're doing now. so predictable, because you get used to life.

you'll say lighten up, just stop being so pessimistic. but i prefer the term realistic and that's something i can't escape, can't stand ignorance.

[/rant and me trying to be deep]

the difference between change and setting goals is slim, but improvement is a goal, a goal in life. Youth are very pessimistic. Routine is a way of life. The goal is to have one thing that will not become routine ever so often.

try for like 5 minutes a day to be completely optimistic. taht or kill yourself :p, cause if thats realistic, then your reality is consumed by pessimism.

You are pesimist because you are NOT understanding that are finally getting that your birthday, christmas, etc. are only average days.
But that always happends when you grow, dont feel worried about or dont think that its because "you cant get no satisfaction" about life. Is just that you are starting to understand the difference betwen important and non important things... now you must start focusin more in important things and be sure that your birthday (or any other celebration for kids) are not important... you are not lossing something, as you might think, you are growing my friend!!

In other words, you're whining because you're too lazy to change, or make your life interesting for yourself. Yes, life's a miserable shithole, but it doesn't mean you can't make the most of it.

Could someone post a general summary? I cant read words all jumbled together..

Life's not fun anymore. I can't sustain an erection. That's about the jist of it Timba.

LOL, I was thinking he got hit by lighting and could see the future, saved by the bell style :p

i can see the future sometimes as well. it usually comes to me in a dream and happens a few weeks later.

Just make some plans to go to other countries. Go skiing. See how many beers you can drink in 10 minutes. Make a tent in your living room and eat dairy lee all night. Just do anything which you wouldn't normally do. Write down a list of things, go wild with ideas. :D

hmm..
sounds like a suicide note
and sounds like something i would say sometimes, this kind of thinking in me was because of depression(antidepressant fixed it a bit)

but i understand her, don't think i can help

although, my point in life so far is moving out, things should go interesting there;)

I think everyone hits this stage at one point or another. For some, it lasts a couple of months, or could last a few years.

When I look at my life in the future, sometimes it depresses me. But, then I remember that each day is different and it's the little things that keep me going. Cheesy, yes? But, it's the simple truth for me. :)

1, Too expencive
2, Cant Ski, cant aford to learn
3, Dont Drink, dont want to start.
4, I'm not 4 years old.
5, Do somthing I dont normaly do... ..like what, I live in a place with fuck all to do. OK, lets see what there is available.

Clubs: Expencive, Alcohol. Also I Dont like the people who go to them, obnoxious, ignorant and NO taste in music.

Bars: There are no True bars, there all pubs.

Theatre: Just find myself analising the damn plays now...

Cinema: Crap films.

Aquarium: HAH! £5 to go look at fish.

Shoping: Mind numbingly ignorant people blindly sloging about getting in the way, oh and the shoppers themselves are just as bad.

Live Music: Oddly, I'm not tone deaf, but almost everybody elce here seems to be.

Read: Do it all the time, plus I have a wider selection of books at home than the library has. (Well fiction anyway.)

6, List of things... ..specify what you mean, things to do, things to see...



Life sucks, but what elce is there to do? I dont belive in anything after death, I have no evidence to prove or disprove it. So for the moment I will have to reserve judgement till the time comes.

I could stop wearing the masks I place myself within to fit into social enviroments, but I know what the consiquences would be and a mental institution would remove any chance of keeping up with whatever my destiny is supposed to be.

Good god I can be depresing at times...

At times i'm truly terrified
cause dope and booze - don't help to hide
they're used to mask - a weakling's hurt
it's just like painting - over dirt (type o negative)

1) Ever heard of Easy jet and a hostel?

That's what me and my friends are planning on doing when we get our jobs.

2) Yer, skiing is pretty expensive.

3) Drinking isn't bad or dangerous aslong as you can control it. My parents taught me how to drink since i was about 10. I can go to a party and have one beer and completely enjoy myself.

4) You can't put an age range on fun. Me and my friend did that once. Had a blast.

5) I bet there are a hundred and one things to do where you live.

I can go to a party and have no beer and completely enjoy myself.

Some people can. I was just giving an example. :P

Sometimes, ignorance is a good thing. Don't overanalyze your life and learn to laugh. You have one life, try something new like some people have said earlier. Only you are holding yourself back.

If that still doesn't help, a near death experience might put thing back into perspective. That or getting laid- that usually keeps me going in life. :p

i'm one messed up being. by the way, did you notice they're gaining popularity in porn. how's that sexy?

This thread is too depressing. I'm going to kill myself now.

he or she needs a lover, and then to experiment with diffrent people if that doesnt work i dont know what will... because having your "lover" around usually helps... with boredom and etc, it gives to time to nurture yourself and herself/himself

--matt

Coman, if you want to get over your depression, just decide to get over it.

well that helps....

No amount of him bitching here, or us trying to help him is going to change his mind. If he wants to get over his depression, he'll do it on his own. He doesn't need help, he just needs to stop being a wanker and decide to get over himself.

sorry, but by girl's butt(avatar), i assumed your are a girl

my appology

hmmmmmmmm what kind of girl is named Coman

my appology

i was carried away by avatar:D

1, STILL to expencive, getting a clue yet as to how my finances are 80% of the time.

2, Yay, we agree on somthing. :)

3, I know how to handle drink, I just dont want to.

4, In my book, acting like a four year old is not fun, its purile and slightly moronic. Probably points to some freidien complex too, but what dosen't thease days...

5, Come here and see for yourself, if Brittan was given an Enema, Plymouth is were the hose gose.