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I only wanted to enjoy a little bit music today...
But I got the next telephone call now. I don't believe that. Not again...
My husband's mother is in the hospital again since 1 week, the 3rd time. It's planned to bring her home tomorrow. But I'm thinking now, it wasn't the last time this year. They have told me, she would be stable, although she needs the breathing apparatus...
My own mother in the nursing home calls me 20 times now, not 10 times anymore, from dawn to dusk, mostly because of any trivia. But she does not listen, if I want to teach her, although it's only the best for her. And it will be 100 times a day very soon, because then 20 times a day won't be enough anymore. Sometimes I want to take the telephone to get it to the wall to throw...
2011 wasn't terrible enough, since 2012 I've more fears & depressions. I'm afraid of telephone calls and letters, and the next stress will come for me. I didn't break down yet, although I feel, I would be ill. Maybe it's My Rersonal Talisman, which protects me...
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