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Sabine Klare · 27th November 2012, 20:33

Thank You, fc*uk...
Yes, I am wondering, why I didn't break down again until now. Maybe I can handle much more and much better than 10 years ago...
I think, it will last again 1 1/2 - 2 years, before maybe my life can become a little bit better again. I hope, it will be only temporary...
A doctor had examined in the summer my mother and discovered, her short-term memory does not work anymore. In May, I would not have noticed something, but now I see it clearly, and more of it. How fast are these changes? Will it last a few weeks, a few months, a few years? She cannot really remember anymore, only a little bit, that I had played my music-videos (WMV) in June, when I was in her apartment for 3 days and 2 nights. And if she calls me and gets me finally at the telephone after so many tries, then she wants, that I should call her back, although she has me already at the telephone and speaks with me...
But I don't want to think of a next funeral now (with my husband's or my own mother)...
I should take some time for me and not work too much. Sleeping and dreaming is very good, also the music at home and outside and also some selected talks with some people (but I don't mean the many telephone calls of my mother each day now)...

27th November 2012, 20:33	#8
Sabine Klare Major Dude Join Date: Nov 2010 Location: Berlin, Germany Posts: 1,082	Thank You, fc*uk... Yes, I am wondering, why I didn't break down again until now. Maybe I can handle much more and much better than 10 years ago... I think, it will last again 1 1/2 - 2 years, before maybe my life can become a little bit better again. I hope, it will be only temporary... A doctor had examined in the summer my mother and discovered, her short-term memory does not work anymore. In May, I would not have noticed something, but now I see it clearly, and more of it. How fast are these changes? Will it last a few weeks, a few months, a few years? She cannot really remember anymore, only a little bit, that I had played my music-videos (WMV) in June, when I was in her apartment for 3 days and 2 nights. And if she calls me and gets me finally at the telephone after so many tries, then she wants, that I should call her back, although she has me already at the telephone and speaks with me... But I don't want to think of a next funeral now (with my husband's or my own mother)... I should take some time for me and not work too much. Sleeping and dreaming is very good, also the music at home and outside and also some selected talks with some people (but I don't mean the many telephone calls of my mother each day now)...