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The 50th birthday will come next week...
I'm 46 years now, and I don't feel to be very young anymore. My own age itself is not the problem for me, my own depressions are making much more problems, but in my case I know exactly the reasons...
But I have to admit now, I'm afraid of the upcoming 21st December...
I have many fears, and I'm too shy, so I didn't ask yet, if I can be a part of a big project by many people. These are no music-tracks and no videos, these are other creations, creations by many people, which are currently gathered. It would have been an honor for me, but I'm not able to become a part of that big project, I'm not able to try that...
So I should return into "My Own Worlds" now...
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