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Sabine Klare · 3rd February 2013, 00:35

Thank You, rockouthippie... Here I have my own lyrics, written in German, because it was easier for me to write in German than in English...
http://www.lastfm.de/user/SabineKlar..._grosse_wunder
I didn't get the Google Translator, because it doesn't work in Google Chrome on my PC, and I wasn't able to open Firefox or the Original Internet Explorer. After I got page-loading-errors also in Google Chrome later and I didn't get the AOL Search Startpage in the Embedded Internet Explorer anymore, I had known, I had to reboot my PC to get the internet connection back...
Yesterday the next telephone calls came. My husband's mother was in the hospitals again and she will be brought to a nursing home, too. The next telephone calls will follow, and they will try to get money from us, although we don't have the money to pay for the nursing home... How many times did I get a telephone call and I had to hear "Your mother is in the hospital now"?... Many times, too much...
I shouldn't sit at our both PCs the whole night, my last live-broadcast on Mixlr in the weekend-night will last further 2 hours, but the next evening I have to go to bed much earlier, and the next Monday I have to leave the bed very early in the morning...
My parents were rooted in the old familiar things very much, too, and they also didn't want to buy new things as replacements for old things, if the old things were broken some day. My mother has lost her home twice, her first home and her last home (and I my homeland of my childhood), my father has lost also his first home after the Second World War. It was very terrible for everyone to know, that he or she or I would never see the old things from the first part of the life anymore. I had always thought, my old environment would be my homeland forever, but it's my current environment now, and I don't want to move to another apartment again. Our strong rootednesses are affecting not only the homes. 1991 my father also wanted to keep his old transistor radio (he had bought it 1972), because he loved it so much, but the man in the service shop had only said "No, I don't repair such an old radio anymore, Your father has to throw it on the waste!"... My parents gave me the strong rootednesses into the cradle, too, not only my artistic abilities...

3rd February 2013, 00:35	#21
Sabine Klare Major Dude Join Date: Nov 2010 Location: Berlin, Germany Posts: 1,082	Thank You, rockouthippie... Here I have my own lyrics, written in German, because it was easier for me to write in German than in English... http://www.lastfm.de/user/SabineKlar..._grosse_wunder I didn't get the Google Translator, because it doesn't work in Google Chrome on my PC, and I wasn't able to open Firefox or the Original Internet Explorer. After I got page-loading-errors also in Google Chrome later and I didn't get the AOL Search Startpage in the Embedded Internet Explorer anymore, I had known, I had to reboot my PC to get the internet connection back... Yesterday the next telephone calls came. My husband's mother was in the hospitals again and she will be brought to a nursing home, too. The next telephone calls will follow, and they will try to get money from us, although we don't have the money to pay for the nursing home... How many times did I get a telephone call and I had to hear "Your mother is in the hospital now"?... Many times, too much... I shouldn't sit at our both PCs the whole night, my last live-broadcast on Mixlr in the weekend-night will last further 2 hours, but the next evening I have to go to bed much earlier, and the next Monday I have to leave the bed very early in the morning... My parents were rooted in the old familiar things very much, too, and they also didn't want to buy new things as replacements for old things, if the old things were broken some day. My mother has lost her home twice, her first home and her last home (and I my homeland of my childhood), my father has lost also his first home after the Second World War. It was very terrible for everyone to know, that he or she or I would never see the old things from the first part of the life anymore. I had always thought, my old environment would be my homeland forever, but it's my current environment now, and I don't want to move to another apartment again. Our strong rootednesses are affecting not only the homes. 1991 my father also wanted to keep his old transistor radio (he had bought it 1972), because he loved it so much, but the man in the service shop had only said "No, I don't repair such an old radio anymore, Your father has to throw it on the waste!"... My parents gave me the strong rootednesses into the cradle, too, not only my artistic abilities...