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The Winter is really too long and too cold. I am already waiting for the Spring. The Treptower Park is only 3 S-Bahn-Stations away from our home. The way to the lake in Berlin-Zehlendorf is much longer, but I want to see it again like I did in May 2012. I want to walk around the lake again (90-100 minutes), and then I will come late again to the radio-chat or the others will miss me totally on that day, but walking around the lake is more important for me. For the long way in the Berlin S-Bahn I have my many MP3s, but at the lake I want to hear the birds again like 1 year ago...
The last days were not very nice. I prefer to leave a sign instead of using words. I have to accept, that cooperations are mostly only temporary. But it is full of risk to intervene in conflicts. I went already at my limits. Nobody knows, what can happen by trying that. A girl-friend tried that many years ago and she lost one of her teeth. I heard, another woman tried that, too, then she was beaten by a group of teenagers and she ended up in a hospital. Okay, I didn't lose a tooth now and I didn't end up in a hospital, but it was already too much. I leave the scenario with an uneasy feeling...
I was already thinking about to go away forever. Fortunately I know so much other artists around Electronic, Deep House, Ambient & Downtempo. Especially the GEMA-free artists, who prefer the Creative Commons, are giving me a lot. They are those persons, who let me decide to stay still in the communities. They pull me into their live-shows, they are writing PMs to me, and then I see, they need me, and I cannot leave them, so that I will stay...
I will see, what the next days will bring...
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