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An older couple died in a house fire two houses up from mine on my street on January 5th of this year. Only one hose was used to keep the fire from spreading to other houses, because our fire department is far, far underfunded. If I get some time I'll post video and pictures.

I'm sorry you have gone through so much. I suggest that for every time you mention these terrible things, you try to balance them out by looking for even more good things around you. I hope that you can find these things, because they do indeed exist if you're looking.