[Sabine Klare]

In August I will become 47, and then I will have survived the old family curse. 2 other female family-related of my mother, her cousine and her mother, had become only 46, and I had always thought: Who would be the third female family-related of my mother?...
But why do many people have to die with 49, before they can become 50? This is not fair...
In our old community in Berlin, which doesn't exist anymore, Summer 2002 a very good man went to the retirement with 60. December 2007 I saw him the last time. 3 days ago I met another man from the old community in the city hall, and he told me, that this most loving human had died 5 years ago. He was unique, nobody can replace him...
Life is fragile, on the day before or a few hours ago everything can be okay, and then comes the big bang. Oh yes, 6 days ago the big bang came. I still have to check out, what is different now from that, before the big bang came...