I am so sorry for You, rockouthippie...
The unfortunate series is already very long, and it began in Spring 2011, although June 2012 was really extreme. But it must finally stop. If such an unfortunate series would end up with an incredible and more terrible tragedy, it would not be fair.
2 days ago I had finished filling out the paper forms, someone had helped me. Copies were made, and I brought the paper forms to the authorities in the other district. The way to the city hall was much longer because of the many operational disruptions at the railway lines.
Today I had my other very important date, and I talked about my fears and the definition of luck. It is very important, that I talk with a professional person regularly.
I don't make pleasure trips anymore since a long time, because it isn't possible right now. Currently long-term dates for pleasure trips cannot be made, only other dates, which have more priority. A walk at the water (3 S-Bahn-Stations away) has to be made very short-term. But if I am outside, and I come near a park or something else, then I visit it, of course... In September I visited a park near our home. I watched the artificial waterfalls, while I listened to my MP3s. Some teenagers had thrown in trash, also a cardigan. But the artificial waterfalls are not a trash can. The teenagers have no education... Later, in October, I visited the first cemetery on the left side, when I was on the way to a supermarket (1 U-Bahn-Station away). I walked the long way between the large old trees to the end and then back to the portal. I saw the many autumn leaves. On that day it had rained very much, but fortunately not, when I was outside.
The music makes it much more bearable for me. Maybe the music can also prevent a nervous breakdown or postpone it, who will know that. 32 GB internal storage and 256 GB external storage would be much better, of course. In my Archos 43 only 32 GB as micro SDHC card are possible, and I had to delete already many less good albums to get new good albums onto this card by copying via Windows Explorer (I always close Winamp before connecting my Archos 43). The best tracks will be always with me and they bring me into a better mood...
