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Old 4th March 2006, 09:49   #2618
S-uper_T-oast
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-Silent Towers
Chaos, multiplying in my veins
Pulsing, flowing; feeding my rabid mind
The mind is gone. Drowned in it's chaotic bliss
A surging torrent whiping away such flimsy structure
The mania, begins to settle in
Red poison, glistens in my eyes shut tight
That beating, beating. beating...
This pulsing, pulsing. pulsing
SOUND
The sound rips across, tearing apart
Tearing apart
tearing apart
Tearing apart the blissful ignorace
"WHAT DID YOU EXPECT?"
"YOU KNEW THIS WAS COMING BACK"
Refute this cursed sensation
Deny this misdirected creation
STOP
"YOU KNOW THIS IS BEST"
"YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE RISKED IT"
"...YOUR WOST OFF IN THE END..."
No, your lies infect my deepest insanity
Tearing, this tearing sensation
Shreds of bloody sanity mix with purest, cleansed madness
Mania. Waves. Clarity.
As the tide flows beyond eye's farthest glimpse
Once again, this tranquility, slips so softly back in
For better or for worst, this is the path your on
By every moonlight kiss and every humble embrace
It must be better
There is no other way.
Stop. Pause. Breath in this tranquil air.
Savor this moment, remember THIS moment
Since you know, oh yes you know, the tide is washing back in
This train of demon design
Uncontrollable in this chaos swept mind
IT comes, this rush, a rush, THE RUSH
Tearing biting, lashing crashing
Destory the peacful silence
THE SOUND
Louder, harsher, fuller, deeper
Satan's insipid laughter within the endless taunt
"IT WAS BUT AN ILLUSION"
"THIS IS THE REAL MIND"
Refusal of sane delusion,
PLEASE IMPLORE TO FIND
I was simply in this darknest stumbling
Stumbling, hoping, wishing to find,
Just the smallest slice of such a beautiful
Radient, majestic, immaculate, perception, acceptance;
Of one, simplistic, infalliable, divine
"LIES! SELFISH WISH MAKES SELFISH JEST"
"YOU KNOW WHY YOU WERE THERE, SEX POISINS THE BEST"
STOP THAT HATEFUL THINKING
The choice was less so a thinking
More so a moment, oh, just,
a,
moment.
A moment framed so perfectly in tumbling mind
Through violent quake and furious tempest
Mounted so perfectly on the failing wall
An insult to the disastorous destruction
It's simple framed perfection,
TAUNTS, the crumbling mind
"REJECT THAT IMPOSSIBLE FORSAKEN"
"IT WAS ALL FOR NOTHING"
STOP NOW
Wash. Mania. Rest. Breath. Silence.
Silence, so so tender
As if your lips, kiss upon the frozen glass
Ripple of your divine, soothing the harshness, of this mind
Nothing? Nothing. Nothing?
Nothing doesn't cause poetry
Nothing doesn't cause insanity
Nothing doesn't cause this regret, remorse, worry, anxiety, TORTUROUS NIGHT
Something
Something is the key
The binding thread across this majestic tapestry
Woven through such miraculous sensations
As the true angels from the land beyond
Came and graced fallen canvas
It was you
No true god from beyond
No
You who wove in the golden thread
Yet, terror, still lurks within
You, me; children don't know of these things
Yet we try
Try in vain against a hostile world
Desperation sets in;
The toll of loss, silently checks in
Mind awash in empty shells of once azure memories
Shells crashed and weathered by the minds worst attempts
But such vague fragments, of previous glory
Hardly a resemblance, hardly, a resemblance
Golden shimmer, sparkles in it's own light
Beneath the piles of rubbish
One truely magnificant sight
It is for the best, it is for the better
Weather storm, yet still choosing whether
To make or break, this one moments choice
Future? Terror sets back in
To soon, two soon, too soon...
It's coming again
Brace yourself, this time will withstand
Yes, hold that shimmer
Grasp, grab, Ensnare that golden light
Breath deepens, pulse quickens, MIND runs awry
"BREAK THIS CURSED SILENCE"
"WE SHALL NOT BE DENIED"
"THIS IS THE WAY IT MUST BE"
"MANIA RULES YOUR DESIGN"
...silence the only reply....
"REJECT THIS FALSE CONCLUSION"
"IGNORE THAT INCORRECT DELUSION"
"SHE'S USING YOU JUST AS YOU THINK"
"INFINITLY SELFCENTERED, YOUR JUST ANOTHER FIND"
"THE NEWEST ADDITION TO HER DEPRESSION SOAKED MIND"
...silence the only reply...
"SHE ISN'T READY, LESS SO THEN EVEN YOURSELF"
"END YOUR FALSE CREATION"
"SEPERATE YOURSELF FROM YOUR IGNORANT PERCEPTION"
"EYES SHUT TIGHT NEED TO SEE THE LIGHT"
...silence swells up in mind-bending billows...
"NOTHING. NOTHING. NOTHING IS THERE"
"STOP PRETENDING THAT YOU CARE"
"IT, IS, FOR, THE, BEST"
...silence, silence, silence...
Rinse. Cleanse. Mania. Perception. Shifting. Nothing.
Golden nothing.
Shimmering, golden, nothing.
Sparkling, shimmering, golden, something
Golden perception awash amidst black charred sky
This is the something
This is the purpose
This, is, the, reason
"To be or not to be?"
This, is the answer.
Together even for such short time
Future, insignificant, this is our design
We built this tower
Through such blood sweat and tears
Let's enjoy the view
As it comes tumbling down
Towers can be rebuilt, but builders can't be replaced
This, is, the, answer
"...silence the mania drenched mind..."

Let's enjoy the ride
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Night.
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