Late last night, I broke down.

horse-fly · 15th July 2004, 18:18

I felt as though I was on top of the world. I could have done anything. Then a simple thought entered my head. I don't even remember what it was. Everything fell apart. I don't even know why I was still alive. I felt that I should have ended it all a long time ago. Tears were coming down my eyes. I could even see my hand going to grasp a knife.

After 2 hours in hell, I managed to get some sleep.

CaboWaboAddict · 15th July 2004, 18:59

Was this a dream or reality?

mikm · 15th July 2004, 20:26

What were you smoking? Drugs can do that to you.

siebe83 · 15th July 2004, 20:32

That doesn't sound healthy...
Drinking/smoking/whatevering a lot?
Will only break you down more...

horse-fly · 16th July 2004, 00:41

It was real, with no drugs what so ever.

aFfLiCtEd · 16th July 2004, 01:51

Dam dude/ette ... You get your new Forum Queen CT you asked for, the utmost respect from fellow forum members regarding your w/e you wanna call it lifestyle, and now ... you're all wigged out! .. What's up with that???

deeder7001 · 16th July 2004, 02:09

even the best of us have our moments.

horse-fly · 16th July 2004, 03:58

Quote:

Originally posted by aFfLiCtEd
Dam dude/ette ... You get your new Forum Queen CT you asked for, the utmost respect from fellow forum members regarding your w/e you wanna call it lifestyle, and now ... you're all wigged out! .. What's up with that???

This isn't the first time I had an emotional breakdown like this. It happens atleast once every couple of weeks.

Tarron_D · 16th July 2004, 04:10

If I were you I'd get that checked out. It doesn't seem very healthy to be having Mariah Carey breakdowns every two weeks.

LollipopLustKil · 16th July 2004, 04:29

Try writing it down either right after it happens, or at least sometime after so that you can remember it at a later time.

That will help you find out what is causing it, and how to fix it.

aFfLiCtEd · 17th July 2004, 01:08

Quote:

Originally posted by horse-fly
This isn't the first time I had an emotional breakdown like this. It happens atleast once every couple of weeks.

Dam .. sorry to hear that ... Have you been diagnosed for any of those symptoms by a medical professional yet? ... Sorta sounds like a bi-polar or depression type issue ... Better get it checked out like Tarron_D said. ... They've got newer & better drugs just for that kind of thing ... Hang in there.

My apologies in the event my previous post was personally offensive.

horse-fly · 17th July 2004, 03:25

I am actually pretty mellow about how others actually deal with the situation, but if I were offended, I would have PM'ed you.

aFfLiCtEd · 17th July 2004, 03:39

Right on ... No harm, no foul ... We're cool!

MonKeyRum · 19th July 2004, 16:26

Isn't Lithium a cure for this?

15th July 2004, 18:18	#1
horse-fly Account Closed Join Date: Apr 2001 Posts: 2,360	Late last night, I broke down. I felt as though I was on top of the world. I could have done anything. Then a simple thought entered my head. I don't even remember what it was. Everything fell apart. I don't even know why I was still alive. I felt that I should have ended it all a long time ago. Tears were coming down my eyes. I could even see my hand going to grasp a knife. After 2 hours in hell, I managed to get some sleep.

15th July 2004, 18:59	#2
CaboWaboAddict Forum Sot (Major Dude) Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Marietta, Ga. U.S.A. Posts: 3,916	Was this a dream or reality? Idiot's Advocate My site (under construction)

15th July 2004, 20:26	#3
mikm Major Dude Join Date: May 2001 Location: somewhere else Posts: 1,286	What were you smoking? Drugs can do that to you. powered by C₈H₁₀N₄O₂

15th July 2004, 20:32	#4
siebe83 Forum King Join Date: Feb 2004 Posts: 9,229	That doesn't sound healthy... Drinking/smoking/whatevering a lot? Will only break you down more... If you're bored go here or, if the boredom is more serious, here.

16th July 2004, 02:09	#7
deeder7001 Jesus Freak (Forum King) Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: Tempe, AZ Posts: 5,560	even the best of us have our moments. There is no sig.

16th July 2004, 00:41	#5
horse-fly Account Closed Join Date: Apr 2001 Posts: 2,360	It was real, with no drugs what so ever.

16th July 2004, 01:51	#6
aFfLiCtEd Major Dude Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Over Here Posts: 876	Dam dude/ette ... You get your new Forum Queen CT you asked for, the utmost respect from fellow forum members regarding your w/e you wanna call it lifestyle, and now ... you're all wigged out! .. What's up with that???

16th July 2004, 04:10	#9
Tarron_D Major Dude Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Bensenville, Illinois. (Chicago Suburb.) Posts: 501	If I were you I'd get that checked out. It doesn't seem very healthy to be having Mariah Carey breakdowns every two weeks. "If everything I didn't give a shit about died, the only thing that would be left would be me, my dick, and maybe some pizza!" -Two (Visit www.ranting-gryphon.com, it rocks.)

16th July 2004, 04:29	#10
LollipopLustKil Insomniac (Forum King) Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Ohio Posts: 3,033	Try writing it down either right after it happens, or at least sometime after so that you can remember it at a later time. That will help you find out what is causing it, and how to fix it. Scotty Doesn't Know

17th July 2004, 03:25	#12
horse-fly Account Closed Join Date: Apr 2001 Posts: 2,360	I am actually pretty mellow about how others actually deal with the situation, but if I were offended, I would have PM'ed you.

17th July 2004, 03:39	#13
aFfLiCtEd Major Dude Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Over Here Posts: 876	Right on ... No harm, no foul ... We're cool!

19th July 2004, 16:26	#14
MonKeyRum Major Dude Join Date: May 2004 Location: The North Posts: 859	Isn't Lithium a cure for this? Suburbia: The place where they clear down trees and then name roads after them

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