Emotional Rollercoaster

[anubis2003]

A couple of weeks ago my girlfriend broke up with me. She said that she felt like she didn't love me as much as I loved her. I began to find out some of the problems in our relationship, and she eventually told me all of them(this last weekend). We spent a couple periods completely away from eachother to try and let things settle down a little bit. Well yesterday was by far the craziest day of my life. I finally emailed her a response to some of the problems that she saw and said that I was going to try to mature as best as I could. Through a friend, because we weren't talking to eachother directly at the time, I found out that she really liked the letter and that she did still love me. This made me happy beyond belief, but then about an hour later the same friend told me not to get my hopes up too high. Extremely confused, I tried to figure out what was happening, but she wouldn't tell me - she wasn't even supposed to tell me what she had up to that point. So now I was beginning to think that maybe my girlfriend didn't love me anymore and that my friend had gotten confused. My girlfriend decided to start talking to me again at about 2230, and it sounded like she just wanted to be good friends. Well, we went to grab a quick bite of food at midnight, and on the way back, she surprised the hell out of me and told me that she did want to start going out again and that she felt that she had made a mistake leaving me in the first place. Overjoyed, I said yes and found out what all had happened. Apparently our friend wasn't suppose to tell me anything but wanted to give me some hope. When my gf found out that she had told me some stuff, my gf made her tell me the opposite to keep me from suspecting her surprise. Since I'm as dumb as a rock that wasn't really needed, but it all worked out anyways and I'm extremely happy. In fact I think I may even go to class today. Her favorite television programs come on tonight(CSI and Without a Trace), so I am looking forward to watching those with her.

w00t!