Late last night, I broke down.

[horse-fly]

I felt as though I was on top of the world. I could have done anything. Then a simple thought entered my head. I don't even remember what it was. Everything fell apart. I don't even know why I was still alive. I felt that I should have ended it all a long time ago. Tears were coming down my eyes. I could even see my hand going to grasp a knife.

After 2 hours in hell, I managed to get some sleep.