Question about http link

[LarDee]

might be that I get frustrated, confused and somehow feel inadiquate that something that seems so simple to someone else can simple totally imposible to me. maybe it just isn't complecated enough who knows... but I am being totally blind to this exercise and it is beginning to make me feel very pissed off. why I can not see it is beyond me, I wish I knew, but my whole life has been like this and it is very frustrating. I even had to find other learning tools in school and college to survive, and I did, with honors, but I could never read a book or text matterial and get much of anything from it. sorry wish things weren't this way but they are. what I will have to do is hire someone to come into my home and teach me what it is I am missing here. I have a few local friends that just may understand this but I am like the tipical male, not to willing to ask for help, maybe even more so because of my learning disablities. I get to feeling that condesending attitudes complicate things even more so. So as to that, this, I will not speak no further. please forgive my short comings and accept my thanks for the efforts put out to try to explain this. I know I have been a pain in the arse and for that I ask forgiveness. Just thought that maybe, just maybe this time I could accually get some help with this, but I was wrong. Not for the lack of you all trying, just for some reason I am not clicking with this. frustrating I know.. what else can I say. maybe I stepped in way over my head this time. I don't know, I just don't know... maybe it is because I have been told all my life, that I could never do this or that. Just thus far have proved them all wrong. Later LarDee