Yeah, math can be pretty mind-bending. That's great that you're free when it comes to working with textures and your interests in those domains
. I also have interests in other dimensions and peaceful worlds. Funny thing, I actually hate being human. Yes we have companionship, love and other emotions but we're just so feeble and mortal as a race, myself specifically included. For example, I love to read but feel its useless because I forget most of what I read. Also, I wish reality were more malleable in this regard. If I could just try harder or try more and get results, i.e. remember more of what I read by trying harder or repeated practice, but alas I'm still stuck with a forgetful brain.
I used to be mad as hell at God because I was simply of average to above-average intelligence and could do nothing about it. But, I believe in reincarnation, so perhaps I lived a past life as an intellectual or I will reincarnate as an intellectual. So, I will live a good life now to improve my chances of reincarnating in a body that I like.
As far as Star Forge goes, I've flip-flopped again and prefer the look of v10 over v10a, so hopefully v10 instead of v10a makes it to Winamp 5.8. v10 has produced the best screenshots and my mom actually favored v10 over v10a in a blind test.