i HATE this guy!

[Flexi]

[edit]gnaaaa, stupid newpage
[edit2] ehm, i mean ...fuck it...
[edit3] meh

[Paul_Bags]

^^ lol

Kingo, dude, at some point we all have our own problems to worry about. Also, your post made no sense.

[swingdjted]

As you said, elchevelle (and all of us here) have had our crazy shit happen, some of it was really horrible shit that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemies, and if you know where to look, it's all posted here in one way or another. The difference is that the focus was on getting insight and finding solutions rather than dwelling on the problems.

In my own recent situation, I was in a position where my family was about to lose 100% of income, our home, our health care, our ability to pay enormous student loans, and possibly all of our credit as a result when we were both simultaneously laid off.

As a reaction, Renee and I went on a more or less "job hunt rampage", sending nearly a dozen long and involved application packets all over the continent (multiple states and countries) every day.

For more than 4 months, we got an equally huge amount of rejection letters, every day. We studied for, took, and passed test after test to become more qualified, and yet still everyone seemed to just hire people they knew instead of us. Hundreds of apps, hundreds of failures, hundreds of dollars down the drain on postage alone. Many long road trips and cheap motel stays for interviews all turned out to be fail after fail after fail after fail after fail.

Finally, after a third of a year of this shit, someone hired Renee, and just today, someone hired me in a neighboring school district for the same job.

I type all this not to go on some ego trip, but it just goes to show that when shit hits the fan, there's always a way that some hard work can get you out of it if you can find an internal bulldozer to push yourself to do it.

[Wildrose-Wally]

and just today, someone hired me in a neighboring school district for the same job

Happy days are here again. Congratulations to both of you. Now you can sit back and have that well deserved beer.

[swingdjted]

It's about damn time; thanks, and it'll be a Guinness 250th Anniversary Stout that I found in a grocery store in Sioux Falls, SD on the way back from the interview. I might post about it later on the "when the juices flow" thread in the recycle bin.

[iomegajaz]

Originally posted by kingo'mountain
is this all meant to drive me mad? insane? to think i wanted to open up because there are mature people here, but in these rough days when most of the regulars stopped posting, the true selves of each one of you is revealed...

i know i'm pathetic, i know i'm irritating... and i know no one gives a shit about me, if i was girl, the comments would be different... but its too late for a sex change, right?

you know what... fuck it!

Dude, if you were a retarded self-absorbed woe-is-me female, you'd be copping just the same amount of shit as you're copping now, and rightfully so.

Just STFU, buddy. Think up a new angle, you've run this one into the ground.

[Flexi]

no, let him cry out!
as for me i can make use of it. I have just broken up a over 5 year relationship and i find here some pleasant compensation.


i tried to fail at failing. but i failed

[ElChevelle]

I'm not a moderator so fuck off.

[rockouthippie]

Originally posted by kingo'mountain
but its too late for a sex change, right?

I dunno, it sounds like you'd just end up being Wynona Rider.

[kingo'mountain]

nah, shes too iffy....

if you're on the celebrity way of thought, why not britney spears then?, she went through way tougher shit than i did, plus... i'm a fan.

it would be funny to see chev after a complete sex change, a buff guy like him with long hair and boobs, heh...

no, really...

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[edit] argh... i hate imageshack now!

[Rellik]

Every once in a while you might fall down

[ElChevelle]

What a selfish bastard! He didn't even hug any of them back.

"Get back up and stay away from the woodchipper."

[kingo'mountain]

i know i'm the sensitive fool around here, but it just gotta be said:

how can he get laid? he pretty much seems to walk on his balls, i mean seriously, masturbation is off limits obviously, but damn!

you know what really got me in this vid? he performed for schoolgirls, those kids are still going through puberty, they shed a tear or two, next day.... back to being the dumbasses they are (ok, dumbasses is too strong, uneducated maybe?)

nonetheless, this really is inpiring, thanks relik, if i were to be an amputee of that degree.... i'd probably ask someone to kill me (and dont do the "it can be arranged" thing, gah... whoever will write this is a sadistic bastard)

[ElChevelle]

"Masturbation" and "schoolgirls" in the same post?

tisk tisk

[swingdjted]

Originally posted by ElChevelle
What a selfish bastard! He didn't even hug any of them back.

Epic.

I shit a brick.

Hugs from that many hot chicks must be as good as sex with just one.

[kingo'mountain]

ah, good ol' days

well, three years later i'm finally up on my feet, have a job now, saving money so i can quit when i'm 30

reading my shit over now, i realize what an annoying fool i was, i don't regret it... but i can see my old self at a clearer point of view than 3 years ago, man.... how did you guys even thought of replying to all that garbage?!?!?!?! makes me respect alot of you more.

thank you all for a wonderful time, in a way you guys filled my needs of companionship when i had no one in my life (like i have any now ).

[swingdjted]

It feels good to work and accomplish something. I too had to reread just to remember. What sort of employment do you have?

[mike-db]

Been a while Kingo glad to see that you're doing well.

[Widdykats]

Originally Posted by kingo'mountain

yeah, i dont know what's wrong with me, i'm serious...

probably my low self esteem, shyness, and not knowing what to do so i wont be boring, i dont fear nos, i fear what the date will think of me.. the fact that i stutter isn't helping me either... i mean... i've tried.

i'm not going to unfold my whole murky history because its too boring and not pretty, i'll just tell that i tried to "date" in my highschool and late elementary days (if you can call it that), and it always ended worse than it started or the same, i've had 1 girl that was at the same preschool and elementary as me, same class too, she liked me, i loved her... i even visited her house a couple of times (mostly because my dad told me to get homework from her when i came with an empty notebook, but my dad is another story )

also i've had some days where i would try to be a gentleman to the girls in my class, you know... small gestures, and they interperted it as like i'm hitting on them, i would pass notes to a male friend of mine back and forth, and then one of the girls snatched up one of the notes and kept it to read it later, she even let me reach down her front pocket to take it, the note contained some embarassing statements i didn't want a girl to read, so you realise how i've acted.

the same week, the most developed and down to earth girl in my class came to me and staightforwardly asked me to be her friend, i said sure (when a girl asks YOU, when youre not the best looking in the class, you dont say no ) next day she "mysteriously" became ill, the day after that she came back, you can guess what happened then.

highschool was weirder than that, because i've came with alot of "load" from my elementary days, i've had 1 weird outcasted girl to flirt with, ofcourse it ended nowhere and her missing (i think the school blamed me for that, but she looked over developed and slutty but incredibly empty, so i'm sure she ran away and got raped or killed or both)

every girl i contact or come in contact with me, spells bad news for me or her, so you probably know now why i find comfort alone at home. even male friends of mine.. each ended kinda badly (no deaths or something, just immatureness of either part or no basis to the friendship)

the problem is that i'm cute, funny, friendly, social, smart, understanding... you know.. the goody 2 shoes you used to beat up at highschool for being naive and cute, girls came onto me, school mates stood under my house to call me to go out with them, each time i ran away, i've tried going out with them, but i felt i was dragging along with no common things, so yet again i secluded myself. and those are not even the highlights of the tip of the iceberg of my life

would you believe me if i said the only people i contact right now are you guys? i know i said that i exaggerate and you shouldn't take me seriously, but i'm quite serious, depression still kicks me from time to time, i try to even it up by watching something funny on youtube or whacking off to porn just to make me feel better, not only for orgasm. and it goes like this for days now, its like "winamp > youtube > winamp > food > deviantart > porn > winamp > toilet > youtube > porn > playstation > photoshop project > porn > winamp"

i dont know what to do, i really feel like theres no purpose for my life, add my non employment factor and trying to learn driving with no will to do the theory side" my mom and me are in a wreck right now, still stable, but shaky, my neck problems dont make it any easier, i dont wanna go to the hospital because i dont wanna be like "ok, you're gonna need head surgery"... imagine calling my mom from the hospital in this situation.

i dont know, i feel like my life is a big void right now, i dont know how much time will it take for it to get any worse

Here! Sound Advice

[kingo'mountain]

Originally Posted by swingdjted

It feels good to work and accomplish something. I too had to reread just to remember. What sort of employment do you have?

boring warehouse work for a baby product shop

[swingdjted]

Well, that's still good important work, more important to me than many would believe. More details on that later. Sometimes "boring" can be translated to "low pressure", "low stress", and "relaxing". It's all a matter of perspective. I have a family member that works night shift at a hotel. He gets to relax most of the time he's at work, even if it is a bit boring.

[rockouthippie]

Yeah... I've done gigs like that... it does suck... Inventories especially suck. Reminds me of losing your keys over and over and over every 90 days for a three day period.

Plus walking up to 40 miles a day on concrete didn't do me any good....

You paint on a smiley face and keep going. They call that character.

It gets hard and sometimes it gets impossible. As far as women go.... some will... some won't.... next.. If you run into one whose life's mission isn't to piss you off, she's probably a keeper.

[swingdjted]

Originally Posted by rockouthippie

If you run into one whose life's mission isn't to piss you off, she's probably a keeper.

Those are very hard to find, very, very hard. I had to search through seemingly endless trash before eventually finding my treasure.

Work to me has been good or bad not so much based on what the job description is, but more on who's there with you. If you work with good people, even shoveling shit out of horse stalls or bailing hay in 98 degree weather or picking strawberries on your hands and knees for 11 hours is quite fun. If you work with bad people, even the best jobs suck. I've had a lot of different types of jobs, and really, it's the people that make the difference more than the work itself, for me at least.

[kingo'mountain]

i concur

[rockouthippie]

I know a few guys who dealt with Taming of the Shrew, but women have been systematically trained to treat us as the enemy. If it rains it must be a mans fault.

My mom was a serious feminist back in the 1950's thru 70's, but my ex-wife changed her mind. Her mom 2. Shit... I had 2 -70's bra burners on my side and couldn't win.

If you work with bad people

Is all it takes is one. One asshole can wreck a whole crew and make everybody pissy. Hopefully it's not the boss.

[kingo'mountain]

boss is gay (no joke), so no problem with him, i have issues with some co-workers who are dependant on me to do their job, which they don't even do