Memorial To Robert Jordan - Page 2

Ember69 · 28th October 2002, 02:41

Quote:

Originally posted by cmw6988
The memorial is at http://www.chrisw.us/robert/ if you have anything to add let me know..its a big file. R.I.P robert

that makes me wanna cry , great work w/ alot of heart in it

Scar Da Kookee · 28th October 2002, 02:44

don't get me wrong, but suicide is a cowards way to die. if ANYONE should die, it should be a meaningful one. One that makes a difference on peoples lives. And not a tramatic one.

i have nothing to say about his death. it know its bad for him to die in such why, but its not a way to die.

im might not reply in this thread, send a pm if u want to comment or try to flame my arse...

jabaman42 · 28th October 2002, 02:48

Very sad.

In the short time ive been at these forums, i remeber seeing him around a few times. I never got to know him very well though. Still its too bad it had to end this way. My thoughts go out to his family.

RanDom_ErrOr · 28th October 2002, 02:51

if your going to kill yourself, go out in a blaze of glory... do the one where the kid blows his head off in the middle of class... that one music video.. not sure what it was...

meaisl8again · 28th October 2002, 02:52

I am so sorry to hear that he passed. I didn't want to believe that someone here would ever do that to themselves. While I was confused, I don't think this is anything compared to what his friends and family are enduring right now. I have prayed that he will be found, now I will pray that God will be with his family. I never had the privilidge to talk with Robert, but I'm sure he was a great guy.

All my love,
Mea

RanDom_ErrOr · 28th October 2002, 02:58

thats the one... it was funny

dollerspark · 28th October 2002, 02:59

Hearing that amazing song and thinking about this whole thing, even though I didn't get to know him that well, has put me in tears.

I know what it's like to lose a loved one so close, my sincerest condolences go to his family and friends. You will be missed by all who knew you, Robert, and I wish I could have gotten to know you better.

And I don't think this is the time and place to be questioning his actions. He did what he felt he needed to do. Nothing more can be said about that, it is over and done.

[edit]Nem got it[/edit]

Fickle · 28th October 2002, 02:59

Unbelievable

RanDom_ErrOr · 28th October 2002, 03:12

no flames intended/wanted... im just voicing my opinion about what id do if i was going to kill myself... just like you all can.

ctn|chrisw · 28th October 2002, 03:18

Quote:

Originally posted by RanDom_ErrOr
no flames intended/wanted... im just voicing my opinion about what id do if i was going to kill myself... just like you all can.

This is not a post how you would kill your self thread its a memorial to robert

I am Jesus · 28th October 2002, 03:21

Sorry to hear what happened, I'm seriously shocked about this even though i've never seen him.

sorry guys

rm' · 28th October 2002, 03:25

ELEGY WRITTEN IN A COUNTRY CHURCHYARD
Thomas Gray

The curfew tolls the knell of parting day,
The lowing herd winds slowly o'er the lea,
The ploughman homeward plods his weary way,
And leaves the world to darkness and to me.

Now fades the glimmering landscape on the sight,
And all the air a solemn stillness holds,
Save where the beetle wheels his droning flight,
And drowsy tinklings lull the distant folds:

Save that from yonder ivy-mantled tower
The moping owl does to the moon complain
Of such as, wandering near her secret bower,
Molest her ancient solitary reign.

Beneath those rugged elms, that yew-tree's shade,
Where heaves the turf in many a mouldering heap,
Each in his narrow cell for ever laid,
The rude Forefathers of the hamlet sleep.

The breezy call of incense-breathing morn,
The swallow twittering from the straw-built shed,
The cock's shrill clarion, or the echoing horn,
No more shall rouse them from their lowly bed.

For them no more the blazing hearth shall burn,
Or busy housewife ply her evening care:
No children run to lisp their sire's return,
Or climb his knees the envied kiss to share,

Oft did the harvest to their sickle yield,
Their furrow oft the stubborn glebe has broke;
How jocund did they drive their team afield!
How bow'd the woods beneath their sturdy stroke!

Let not Ambition mock their useful toil,
Their homely joys, and destiny obscure;
Nor Grandeur hear with a disdainful smile
The short and simple annals of the Poor.

The boast of heraldry, the pomp of power,
And all that beauty, all that wealth e'er gave,
Awaits alike th' inevitable hour:-
The paths of glory lead but to the grave.

Nor you, ye Proud, impute to these the fault
If Memory o'er their tomb no trophies raise,
Where through the long-drawn aisle and fretted vault
The pealing anthem swells the note of praise.

Can storied urn or animated bust
Back to its mansion call the fleeting breath?
Can Honour's voice provoke the silent dust,
Or Flattery soothe the dull cold ear of Death?

Perhaps in this neglected spot is laid
Some heart once pregnant with celestial fire;
Hands, that the rod of empire might have sway'd,
Or waked to ecstasy the living lyre:

But Knowledge to their eyes her ample page,
Rich with the spoils of time, did ne'er unroll;
Chill Penury repress'd their noble rage,
And froze the genial current of the soul.

Full many a gem of purest ray serene
The dark unfathom'd caves of ocean bear:
Full many a flower is born to blush unseen,
And waste its sweetness on the desert air.

Some village-Hampden, that with dauntless breast
The little tyrant of his fields withstood,
Some mute inglorious Milton here may rest,
Some Cromwell, guiltless of his country's blood.

Th' applause of list'ning senates to command,
The threats of pain and ruin to despise,
To scatter plenty o'er a smiling land,
And read their history in a nation's eyes,

Their lot forbad: nor circumscribed alone
Their growing virtues, but their crimes confined;
Forbad to wade through slaughter to a throne,
And shut the gates of mercy on mankind,

The struggling pangs of conscious truth to hide,
To quench the blushes of ingenuous shame,
Or heap the shrine of Luxury and Pride
With incense kindled at the Muse's flame.

Far from the madding crowd's ignoble strife,
Their sober wishes never learn'd to stray;
Along the cool sequester'd vale of life
They kept the noiseless tenour of their way.

Yet e'en these bones from insult to protect
Some frail memorial still erected nigh,
With uncouth rhymes and shapeless sculpture deck'd,
Implores the passing tribute of a sigh.

Their name, their years, spelt by th' unletter'd Muse,
The place of fame and elegy supply:
And many a holy text around she strews,
That teach the rustic moralist to die.

For who, to dumb forgetfulness a prey,
This pleasing anxious being e'er resign'd,
Left the warm precincts of the cheerful day,
Nor cast one longing lingering look behind?

On some fond breast the parting soul relies,
Some pious drops the closing eye requires;
E'en from the tomb the voice of Nature cries,
E'en in our ashes live their wonted fires.

For thee, who, mindful of th' unhonour'd dead,
Dost in these lines their artless tale relate;
If chance, by lonely contemplation led,
Some kindred spirit shall inquire thy fate, --

Haply some hoary-headed swain may say,
Oft have we seen him at the peep of dawn
Brushing with hasty steps the dews away,
To meet the sun upon the upland lawn;

'There at the foot of yonder nodding beech
That wreathes its old fantastic roots so high.
His listless length at noontide would he stretch,
And pore upon the brook that babbles by.

'Hard by yon wood, now smiling as in scorn,
Muttering his wayward fancies he would rove;
Now drooping, woeful wan, like one forlorn,
Or crazed with care, or cross'd in hopeless love.

'One morn I miss'd him on the custom'd hill,
Along the heath, and near his favourite tree;
Another came; nor yet beside the rill,
Nor up the lawn, nor at the wood was he;

'The next with dirges due in sad array
Slow through the church-way path we saw him borne,-
Approach and read (for thou canst read) the lay
Graved on the stone beneath yon aged thorn.'

The Epitaph
Here rests his head upon the lap of Earth
A youth to Fortune and to Fame unknown.
Fair Science frowned not on his humble birth,
And Melacholy marked him for her own.

Large was his bounty, and his soul sincere,
Heaven did a recompense as largely send:
He gave to Misery all he had, a tear,
He gained from Heaven ('twas all he wish'd) a friend.

No farther seek his merits to disclose,
Or draw his frailties from their dread abode
(There they alike in trembling hope repose),
The bosom of his Father and his God.

hawk606 · 28th October 2002, 04:03

This is terrible news.

Rest in peace man.

QHOBBES · 28th October 2002, 04:27

Rest in Peace

Green Day's J.A.R.
My friend drove off the other day,
And now he's gone and all they say,
Is you gotta live cause life goes on
But now I see i'm mortal too
I can't live my life like you
Gotta live it up while life goes on

And I think it's alright
That I do what I like cause that's the way I wanna live
And so I give
And i'm still giving

And now I wonder about my friend
If he gave all he could give
Cause he lived his life like I live mine
If you could see inside my head
Then you'd start to understand
The things I value in my heart

You know that,
I know that,
Your watching me

Gotta make a plan
Gotta do what's right
Can't run around in circles
If you wanna build a life
But I don't wanna make a plan
For a day far away
While i'm young and while i'm able
All I wanna do is....

mr_sax · 28th October 2002, 05:01

i'd just like to stop by and say that even though i didn't really know mr E, his presence was noticed at pabuk and i had a blast laughing to some of his jokes that he posted there.

RIP man.. it's a shame you had to die so young.. really makes me think about all those times i wanted to kill myself.

Trigear · 28th October 2002, 05:42

good bye robert

raydream · 28th October 2002, 07:06

Bizznatch · 28th October 2002, 07:10

Eve 6 - Here's to the night:

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

DrSkitzo · 28th October 2002, 07:58

Quote:

Originally posted by Ember69
im gone for a few days and and.. i dunno.. i didnt know robert, but that does make me sad .. *sigh* cant take away what is already done.. maybe someone who feels like ending it all is reading all these posts.. ya know i bet anyone here would be glad to help save a life, its just human nature.

You wouldn't believe me if I told you.

Kaboon · 28th October 2002, 08:06

This is truely a sad thing.

My support and condolances go out to all his family and friends.

Rest in peace Robert...

apollos · 28th October 2002, 09:08

Out, out, brief candle
Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more…

weedsatan · 28th October 2002, 09:38

Night Night

May you find peace...

bluetape2k1 · 28th October 2002, 09:46

http://www.andysplace.fsnet.co.uk/MrE.mp3

I made this song for you MrE, you'd love it, just like final fantasy

Its my way of saying thank you and enjoyed chatting with you, I guess you didn't realise how sadly missed you'd be.

thanks

apollos · 28th October 2002, 10:02

ctn|chrisw · 28th October 2002, 10:26

Quote:

Originally posted by Apollos

bluetape2k1 · 28th October 2002, 10:59

Come on guys and girls

Cheer up, I don't think he's be pleased with us all on a downer...Come on chat about him without all the negitive stuff

dollerspark · 28th October 2002, 12:14

And they said Marianne killed herself,
and I said not a chance.

I'm just having thoughts about Marianne,
quickest girl in the frying pan...

BlueTape's right. Can't we at least talk about the good times?

Widdykats · 28th October 2002, 12:45

May the soul of the faithful departed rest in peace. Amen
rm that is a beautiful poem. My sorrow goes to his famliy and
friends

Vie · 28th October 2002, 12:56

I'm not going to go round going for the big memorial, I'll just rase a glass, and move on.

I dint know him well so I carnt say anything about what I knew of him, so I'm just going to keep out the way whle the rest of you deal as you see fit. Cold, but thats how I feal I should aproch this.

Rocky Raccoon · 28th October 2002, 13:07

I don't know what to say... I'm not very good with words...

I can't say I knew him well, I was just starting to know him, but he was a good guy. He always had a "hi" for me in IRC, and always listened whenever I had a problem.

The last time I talked to him was about a week ago (I haven't been able to join recently due to excesive homework), and he was very happy to have found somebody who loved him.

I hope he's in a better place now.

R.I.P. Robert.

mc^^^^ · 28th October 2002, 13:19

piece dude

ill never forget... all my respect to his relatives

i have created a small symbol as respect in form of an avatar, all who wish to use it are welcome

28th October 2002, 13:38

Quote:

Originally posted by Scarface2k2
don't get me wrong, but suicide is a cowards way to die. if ANYONE should die, it should be a meaningful one. One that makes a difference on peoples lives. And not a tramatic one.

i have nothing to say about his death. it know its bad for him to die in such why, but its not a way to die.

im might not reply in this thread, send a pm if u want to comment or try to flame my arse...

First of all I would like to send my condolences to Robert and his family...I may not have known Robert well.But I DO know exactly how he must have been feeling with him taking his life...Its very sad..I wish the family members my best..*hugs to all*

As for the comment of being a cowards way of dying......Listen, not EVERYBODY has ppl there to comfort them,or talk to ,or just to lash out at indesperate times of need.Many suicides are BECAUSE nobody would LISTEN or HEAR thier cries..these ppl are VERY much alone therefore feel they have no use in the world..I KNOW ...but wont discuss it..You have no idea what this does to the mind..(lonliness is a killer,I wont go on cuz this is a time to mourn,but sometimes taking ones own life is ALL a person has that knows its dependable without fail

)(another note,lonliness isnt the only thing im saying causes this,not liking yerself,others not liking you,maybe really bad realationships with parents,etc...I could go on..(On a personal note I feel alot of these always have so I know,and I really feel for what Robert must have been going through,anyways I need to leave,im getting too upset over this)

Anyways ,rest in peace Robert...

whatboy · 28th October 2002, 14:05

well in the short time I got to know him in #******* I took notice he was a nice guy we even joke a bit. Everytime I log on I was looking for him its sad am not going to joke with him again

Naamloos · 28th October 2002, 16:10

rest in piece my friend.

cyana · 28th October 2002, 16:44

this is horrible

can you estimate the pain of his family and his friends ?
no you can't ...

the only thing we can learn
let it never happen again

My sorrow goes to his famliy and friends

Cameron221 · 28th October 2002, 19:07

Please no talk about suicide and how to kill yourself here. I brought up a subject like that in ******* and it got everyone down (including me). If you do, you go on my ignore list. I already have 1 member on it and by all means i dont want it to grow.

eleet-2k2 · 28th October 2002, 20:44

HOly $#!^! I didn't know Robert Jorder was MrE!

I'm so sorry to hear of his suicide.

I didn't know him well but at least I knew him a little. I'm sorry for his family and frience as well that they have to deal with the sudden and unfortunate loss of their son.

I hope your soul is rested Robert. May you be with God.

Gonzotek · 28th October 2002, 20:47

He was a good person and he left us too soon. Rest in peace, Robert.

-Gonzo

hgnis · 28th October 2002, 21:07

POD-Youth of the Nation:
Johnny boy always played the fool
He broke all the rules
So you would think he was cool

He was never really one of the guys
No matter how hard he tried
Often thought of suicide

It's kind of hard when you ain't got no friends
He put his life to an end
They might remember him then

You cross the line and there's no turning back
Told the world how he felt
With the sound of a gat

Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim
No matter what you say
It don't take away the pain

That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies
Don't nobody know why
It's the blind leading the blind

I guess that's the way the story goes
Will it ever make sense
Somebody's got to know

There's got to be more to life than this
There's got to be more to everything
I thought exists

POD-Satellite
I wonder how clear it must look from there to here
No obstruction, this selfish corruption
All in this atmosphere

No fear, less tears, only time to catch my breath
I fail to inhale
Your love constricts my chest

Confusion blinded me, mental and physically
And it's because of you that now I can see
So now can I run? I follow the Son and ride on to Zion
And dance this last song of freedom

But only time will tell, if it's truly for real
Can't change your mind, all I know this is what I feel
Whether I'm wrong or right, please keep my life in sight
And never take you eyes off me

As I look up to the sky today
Well I can see you looking down on me
It brings a smile to my face again
Satellite

It's truly one of a kind, like star shine, beyond night time, are you there
My eyes stare to find, just what's behind this blind notion of mine, is it genuine
Cause sometimes, it plays tricks with my mind, some call it asinine

But it's like love or hate, now is that real or fake?
Cause it's a real thin line, but that's your choice to make
The question at hand, help me understand, is this your plan?
I think I can, can I think, then I think I can

Because I won't break (nah), and I won't shake (nah)
With lifted hands to this Man (Jah), I'll stand in faith
I'll make it through, my trust in you
Close my eyes, make a wish, kiss the sky

Hey there?-I see you

Aquila Blue · 28th October 2002, 21:20

I just want to extend deep condolensces to Roberts family and friends. I didn't personally know him, but I know he had quite an impact on the friends he had online that knew him. I just hope that all that knew him can draw strength from knowing that he is now at rest.

28th October 2002, 02:52	#5
meaisl8again Goober (Major Dudette) Join Date: Jul 2002 Location: New Mexico, baby :) Posts: 697	I am so sorry to hear that he passed. I didn't want to believe that someone here would ever do that to themselves. While I was confused, I don't think this is anything compared to what his friends and family are enduring right now. I have prayed that he will be found, now I will pray that God will be with his family. I never had the privilidge to talk with Robert, but I'm sure he was a great guy. All my love, Mea A foolproof method for sculpting an elephant: first, get a huge block of marble; then chip away anything that doesn't look like an elephant.

28th October 2002, 02:59	#7
dollerspark Major Dude Join Date: Nov 2001 Location: Wh!te Tr@sh Hell (AZ) Posts: 708	Hearing that amazing song and thinking about this whole thing, even though I didn't get to know him that well, has put me in tears. I know what it's like to lose a loved one so close, my sincerest condolences go to his family and friends. You will be missed by all who knew you, Robert, and I wish I could have gotten to know you better. And I don't think this is the time and place to be questioning his actions. He did what he felt he needed to do. Nothing more can be said about that, it is over and done. [edit]Nem got it[/edit] "We are fortunate: we are alive; we are powerful; the welfare of our civilization and our species is in our hands. If we do not speak for Earth, who will? If we are not committed to our own survival, who will be?" -Carl Sagan

28th October 2002, 02:59	#8
Fickle Butterknife of Justice (Forum King) Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: Behind you. Posts: 5,502	Unbelievable Go read a book without pictures pabook? \| Look, a blog! \| Buy Stuff I Wrote

28th October 2002, 04:03	#13
hawk606 Super Freaky (Alumni) Join Date: May 2000 Location: pab's house Posts: 580	This is terrible news. Rest in peace man. hey

28th October 2002, 09:38	#22
weedsatan Forum King Join Date: Feb 2001 Location: Under the Ground Posts: 2,303	Night Night May you find peace... "Insanity -- a perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world." -R. D. Lang

28th October 2002, 02:44	#2
Scar Da Kookee [Forum Pastry] Join Date: Jun 2001 Posts: 1,032	don't get me wrong, but suicide is a cowards way to die. if ANYONE should die, it should be a meaningful one. One that makes a difference on peoples lives. And not a tramatic one. i have nothing to say about his death. it know its bad for him to die in such why, but its not a way to die. im might not reply in this thread, send a pm if u want to comment or try to flame my arse...

28th October 2002, 02:48	#3
jabaman42 Member Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: The Forest Posts: 73	Very sad. In the short time ive been at these forums, i remeber seeing him around a few times. I never got to know him very well though. Still its too bad it had to end this way. My thoughts go out to his family.

28th October 2002, 02:51	#4
RanDom_ErrOr Banned Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: The loony bin, just outside of nutsville,USA. I would visit you, but my room is padded and i cant get out... Posts: 947	if your going to kill yourself, go out in a blaze of glory... do the one where the kid blows his head off in the middle of class... that one music video.. not sure what it was...

28th October 2002, 02:58	#6
RanDom_ErrOr Banned Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: The loony bin, just outside of nutsville,USA. I would visit you, but my room is padded and i cant get out... Posts: 947	thats the one... it was funny

28th October 2002, 03:12	#9
RanDom_ErrOr Banned Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: The loony bin, just outside of nutsville,USA. I would visit you, but my room is padded and i cant get out... Posts: 947	no flames intended/wanted... im just voicing my opinion about what id do if i was going to kill myself... just like you all can.

28th October 2002, 03:21	#11
I am Jesus Major Dude Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: Your mom Posts: 1,555	Sorry to hear what happened, I'm seriously shocked about this even though i've never seen him. sorry guys

28th October 2002, 03:25	#12
rm' Banned Join Date: Jul 2000 Posts: 11,361	ELEGY WRITTEN IN A COUNTRY CHURCHYARD Thomas Gray The curfew tolls the knell of parting day, The lowing herd winds slowly o'er the lea, The ploughman homeward plods his weary way, And leaves the world to darkness and to me. Now fades the glimmering landscape on the sight, And all the air a solemn stillness holds, Save where the beetle wheels his droning flight, And drowsy tinklings lull the distant folds: Save that from yonder ivy-mantled tower The moping owl does to the moon complain Of such as, wandering near her secret bower, Molest her ancient solitary reign. Beneath those rugged elms, that yew-tree's shade, Where heaves the turf in many a mouldering heap, Each in his narrow cell for ever laid, The rude Forefathers of the hamlet sleep. The breezy call of incense-breathing morn, The swallow twittering from the straw-built shed, The cock's shrill clarion, or the echoing horn, No more shall rouse them from their lowly bed. For them no more the blazing hearth shall burn, Or busy housewife ply her evening care: No children run to lisp their sire's return, Or climb his knees the envied kiss to share, Oft did the harvest to their sickle yield, Their furrow oft the stubborn glebe has broke; How jocund did they drive their team afield! How bow'd the woods beneath their sturdy stroke! Let not Ambition mock their useful toil, Their homely joys, and destiny obscure; Nor Grandeur hear with a disdainful smile The short and simple annals of the Poor. The boast of heraldry, the pomp of power, And all that beauty, all that wealth e'er gave, Awaits alike th' inevitable hour:- The paths of glory lead but to the grave. Nor you, ye Proud, impute to these the fault If Memory o'er their tomb no trophies raise, Where through the long-drawn aisle and fretted vault The pealing anthem swells the note of praise. Can storied urn or animated bust Back to its mansion call the fleeting breath? Can Honour's voice provoke the silent dust, Or Flattery soothe the dull cold ear of Death? Perhaps in this neglected spot is laid Some heart once pregnant with celestial fire; Hands, that the rod of empire might have sway'd, Or waked to ecstasy the living lyre: But Knowledge to their eyes her ample page, Rich with the spoils of time, did ne'er unroll; Chill Penury repress'd their noble rage, And froze the genial current of the soul. Full many a gem of purest ray serene The dark unfathom'd caves of ocean bear: Full many a flower is born to blush unseen, And waste its sweetness on the desert air. Some village-Hampden, that with dauntless breast The little tyrant of his fields withstood, Some mute inglorious Milton here may rest, Some Cromwell, guiltless of his country's blood. Th' applause of list'ning senates to command, The threats of pain and ruin to despise, To scatter plenty o'er a smiling land, And read their history in a nation's eyes, Their lot forbad: nor circumscribed alone Their growing virtues, but their crimes confined; Forbad to wade through slaughter to a throne, And shut the gates of mercy on mankind, The struggling pangs of conscious truth to hide, To quench the blushes of ingenuous shame, Or heap the shrine of Luxury and Pride With incense kindled at the Muse's flame. Far from the madding crowd's ignoble strife, Their sober wishes never learn'd to stray; Along the cool sequester'd vale of life They kept the noiseless tenour of their way. Yet e'en these bones from insult to protect Some frail memorial still erected nigh, With uncouth rhymes and shapeless sculpture deck'd, Implores the passing tribute of a sigh. Their name, their years, spelt by th' unletter'd Muse, The place of fame and elegy supply: And many a holy text around she strews, That teach the rustic moralist to die. For who, to dumb forgetfulness a prey, This pleasing anxious being e'er resign'd, Left the warm precincts of the cheerful day, Nor cast one longing lingering look behind? On some fond breast the parting soul relies, Some pious drops the closing eye requires; E'en from the tomb the voice of Nature cries, E'en in our ashes live their wonted fires. For thee, who, mindful of th' unhonour'd dead, Dost in these lines their artless tale relate; If chance, by lonely contemplation led, Some kindred spirit shall inquire thy fate, -- Haply some hoary-headed swain may say, Oft have we seen him at the peep of dawn Brushing with hasty steps the dews away, To meet the sun upon the upland lawn; 'There at the foot of yonder nodding beech That wreathes its old fantastic roots so high. His listless length at noontide would he stretch, And pore upon the brook that babbles by. 'Hard by yon wood, now smiling as in scorn, Muttering his wayward fancies he would rove; Now drooping, woeful wan, like one forlorn, Or crazed with care, or cross'd in hopeless love. 'One morn I miss'd him on the custom'd hill, Along the heath, and near his favourite tree; Another came; nor yet beside the rill, Nor up the lawn, nor at the wood was he; 'The next with dirges due in sad array Slow through the church-way path we saw him borne,- Approach and read (for thou canst read) the lay Graved on the stone beneath yon aged thorn.' The Epitaph Here rests his head upon the lap of Earth A youth to Fortune and to Fame unknown. Fair Science frowned not on his humble birth, And Melacholy marked him for her own. Large was his bounty, and his soul sincere, Heaven did a recompense as largely send: He gave to Misery all he had, a tear, He gained from Heaven ('twas all he wish'd) a friend. No farther seek his merits to disclose, Or draw his frailties from their dread abode (There they alike in trembling hope repose), The bosom of his Father and his God.

28th October 2002, 04:27	#14
QHOBBES Banned Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: I H8 Mods Posts: 1,405	Rest in Peace Green Day's J.A.R. My friend drove off the other day, And now he's gone and all they say, Is you gotta live cause life goes on But now I see i'm mortal too I can't live my life like you Gotta live it up while life goes on And I think it's alright That I do what I like cause that's the way I wanna live And so I give And i'm still giving And now I wonder about my friend If he gave all he could give Cause he lived his life like I live mine If you could see inside my head Then you'd start to understand The things I value in my heart You know that, I know that, Your watching me Gotta make a plan Gotta do what's right Can't run around in circles If you wanna build a life But I don't wanna make a plan For a day far away While i'm young and while i'm able All I wanna do is....

28th October 2002, 05:01	#15
mr_sax Major Dude Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: pabuk.com/forums :) Posts: 1,907	i'd just like to stop by and say that even though i didn't really know mr E, his presence was noticed at pabuk and i had a blast laughing to some of his jokes that he posted there. RIP man.. it's a shame you had to die so young.. really makes me think about all those times i wanted to kill myself.

28th October 2002, 05:42	#16
Trigear bear! Join Date: Jun 2002 Posts: 3,426	good bye robert

28th October 2002, 07:06	#17
raydream Banned Join Date: Jun 2002 Posts: 867

28th October 2002, 07:10	#18
Bizznatch Forum King Join Date: Jun 2000 Location: San Jose, CA Posts: 4,180	Eve 6 - Here's to the night: Here's to the nights we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

28th October 2002, 08:06	#20
Kaboon Moderator Join Date: Jun 2000 Location: Netherlands Posts: 2,494	This is truely a sad thing. My support and condolances go out to all his family and friends. Rest in peace Robert...

28th October 2002, 09:08	#21
apollos Forum King Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Canterbury & Plymouth Posts: 4,176	Out, out, brief candle Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage, And then is heard no more…

28th October 2002, 09:46	#23
bluetape2k1 Banned Join Date: Dec 2000 Posts: 1,356	http://www.andysplace.fsnet.co.uk/MrE.mp3 I made this song for you MrE, you'd love it, just like final fantasy Its my way of saying thank you and enjoyed chatting with you, I guess you didn't realise how sadly missed you'd be. thanks Last edited by bluetape2k1; 28th October 2002 at 10:13.

28th October 2002, 10:02	#24
apollos Forum King Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Canterbury & Plymouth Posts: 4,176

28th October 2002, 10:59	#26
bluetape2k1 Banned Join Date: Dec 2000 Posts: 1,356	Come on guys and girls Cheer up, I don't think he's be pleased with us all on a downer...Come on chat about him without all the negitive stuff

28th October 2002, 12:14	#27
dollerspark Major Dude Join Date: Nov 2001 Location: Wh!te Tr@sh Hell (AZ) Posts: 708	And they said Marianne killed herself, and I said not a chance. I'm just having thoughts about Marianne, quickest girl in the frying pan... BlueTape's right. Can't we at least talk about the good times? "We are fortunate: we are alive; we are powerful; the welfare of our civilization and our species is in our hands. If we do not speak for Earth, who will? If we are not committed to our own survival, who will be?" -Carl Sagan

28th October 2002, 12:45	#28
Widdykats The Forum Slut Join Date: Jun 2002 Location: A place that invites a post pumping whore from NY Posts: 15,787	May the soul of the faithful departed rest in peace. Amen rm that is a beautiful poem. My sorrow goes to his famliy and friends

28th October 2002, 12:56	#29
Vie Forum King Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: Thoron fields and Duranium shadows. Posts: Crap mostly Posts: 8,003	I'm not going to go round going for the big memorial, I'll just rase a glass, and move on. I dint know him well so I carnt say anything about what I knew of him, so I'm just going to keep out the way whle the rest of you deal as you see fit. Cold, but thats how I feal I should aproch this. Member most in need of SpellCheck Lifetime Achievement Award I'm a Twitch Streamer these days, it's weird.

28th October 2002, 13:07	#30
Rocky Raccoon Senior Member Join Date: May 2002 Location: Abbey Road Posts: 384	I don't know what to say... I'm not very good with words... I can't say I knew him well, I was just starting to know him, but he was a good guy. He always had a "hi" for me in IRC, and always listened whenever I had a problem. The last time I talked to him was about a week ago (I haven't been able to join recently due to excesive homework), and he was very happy to have found somebody who loved him. I hope he's in a better place now. R.I.P. Robert. Salaam

28th October 2002, 13:19	#31
mc^^^^ Forum King Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: Perth, Australia MSN: mcbriar@ii.net Posts: All your posts are belong to me!!!! Posts: 2,608	piece dude ill never forget... all my respect to his relatives i have created a small symbol as respect in form of an avatar, all who wish to use it are welcome

28th October 2002, 14:05	#33
whatboy Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: Miami,Fl Post : 2392 Posts: 470	well in the short time I got to know him in #******* I took notice he was a nice guy we even joke a bit. Everytime I log on I was looking for him its sad am not going to joke with him again

28th October 2002, 16:10	#34
Naamloos Forum King Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: irc.tehflap.org/******* Posts: 3,085	rest in piece my friend.

28th October 2002, 16:44	#35
cyana total eclipsed (Major Dude) Join Date: Apr 2001 Posts: 1,488	this is horrible can you estimate the pain of his family and his friends ? no you can't ... the only thing we can learn let it never happen again My sorrow goes to his famliy and friends the Southern Pinwheel Project A conversation with our universe googlism note of the week: cyana is going to be the last thing you ever see

28th October 2002, 19:07	#36
Cameron221 Major Dude Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Florida Posts: 955	Please no talk about suicide and how to kill yourself here. I brought up a subject like that in ***** and it got everyone down (including me). If you do, you go on my ignore list. I already have 1 member on it and by all means i dont want it to grow. "These are the rules. If you dont like them, I got others" [img]http://metallichica.*********/yribbon.gif[/img] #unreal2 chat: mIRC - irc://irc.**.org/unreal2

28th October 2002, 20:44	#37
eleet-2k2 Forum King Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: Mobil Ave. Posts: 5,381	HOly $#!^! I didn't know Robert Jorder was MrE! I'm so sorry to hear of his suicide. I didn't know him well but at least I knew him a little. I'm sorry for his family and frience as well that they have to deal with the sudden and unfortunate loss of their son. I hope your soul is rested Robert. May you be with God. "Welcome to the Island of people who know too much."..."Did you really think balloons would stop him?!" See what I'm listening too.

28th October 2002, 20:47	#38
Gonzotek Gunslinger Join Date: May 2000 Location: Terminus Posts: 4,693	He was a good person and he left us too soon. Rest in peace, Robert. -Gonzo I was away for a while. But I'm feeling much better now.

28th October 2002, 21:07	#39
hgnis Hobbit Humper Forum King Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: banned camp Posts: 4,127	POD-Youth of the Nation: Johnny boy always played the fool He broke all the rules So you would think he was cool He was never really one of the guys No matter how hard he tried Often thought of suicide It's kind of hard when you ain't got no friends He put his life to an end They might remember him then You cross the line and there's no turning back Told the world how he felt With the sound of a gat Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim No matter what you say It don't take away the pain That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies Don't nobody know why It's the blind leading the blind I guess that's the way the story goes Will it ever make sense Somebody's got to know There's got to be more to life than this There's got to be more to everything I thought exists POD-Satellite I wonder how clear it must look from there to here No obstruction, this selfish corruption All in this atmosphere No fear, less tears, only time to catch my breath I fail to inhale Your love constricts my chest Confusion blinded me, mental and physically And it's because of you that now I can see So now can I run? I follow the Son and ride on to Zion And dance this last song of freedom But only time will tell, if it's truly for real Can't change your mind, all I know this is what I feel Whether I'm wrong or right, please keep my life in sight And never take you eyes off me As I look up to the sky today Well I can see you looking down on me It brings a smile to my face again Satellite It's truly one of a kind, like star shine, beyond night time, are you there My eyes stare to find, just what's behind this blind notion of mine, is it genuine Cause sometimes, it plays tricks with my mind, some call it asinine But it's like love or hate, now is that real or fake? Cause it's a real thin line, but that's your choice to make The question at hand, help me understand, is this your plan? I think I can, can I think, then I think I can Because I won't break (nah), and I won't shake (nah) With lifted hands to this Man (Jah), I'll stand in faith I'll make it through, my trust in you Close my eyes, make a wish, kiss the sky Hey there?-I see you I am so important I feel the need to let it be known like a liberal discovering the internets for the first time. Uh hur hur hur. I also wash myself with a rag on a stick. Reality bites <3

28th October 2002, 21:20	#40
Aquila Blue Major Dude Join Date: Jul 2002 Location: The Digital World Posts: 908	I just want to extend deep condolensces to Roberts family and friends. I didn't personally know him, but I know he had quite an impact on the friends he had online that knew him. I just hope that all that knew him can draw strength from knowing that he is now at rest.