Thanks, your kind words do help me. I've been to Scandinavia before, it's nice.
My family situation is like this. (Or the way it should be, according to my mother.)
My whole life revolves around grades.
I am to spend all day doing chores.
I am not to talk to friends unless it has to do with homework.
My mother is always right. Always. Any hint of disagreement will result in a smack, and an hour long lecture.
I am not allowed to eat the bags of chips in the pantry, even though that's the only food in the house. Only my mother and Diane are allowed to eat them, because '90% of the food I consume is junk' Which is not true and she knows it.
Every day, a new argument, over tiny things, like I forgot to put away a cup right after I finished the drink. She hates me always on the net, talking to my boyfriend, and is taking away the net because I am only truly happy when I am talking to my friends and my boyfriend, or writing in my book. (Posting here also makes me happy.
) But since these things make me happy, I am not allowed to have them anymore. Not even a place to sleep, she doesn't care if I have to become a hobo and live on the fucking street. She doesn't care. I bet she'd come over after work to laugh at me, and wouldn't even throw a penny for me.
I am just really pissed, I want a home, I want a family that loves me, and the only person who does love me I guess is my boyfriend.
it's good to know there's some friendly faces (Or avatars haha) around here.
Oh and thanks Mia, I like my first name too. Hehe, my middle name is Gabrielle.
About the relatives situation, all of them live far away, except my father who lives on the island too, but waaay up island and besides, he can barely afford to live himself. I can't do that to him. I wouldn't be able to go to the school I love so much, all my relatives live away (E.G. Norway, England, Ontario)